***
Mostly we sit, sandy down, and do not a thing,
(as build and tumble tidal walls, and promptly
crumble sisyphusianly) and call peaceful
the clamor, crying out the waving wails.
False the faulty frustrated seas–
seasoned sodiumed up, too bitter to be of much use
except to carry us to some other else
or to sit idly beside
[eyes closed]
close enough to be glad
to be not submerged
in cold weary deep.
Yet behind these bulbs, as by
squinting squeezing scrunching closed
i try to shut out the bigness of earth–
still within are
flows more violet, violent blue
(and He could have put them anywhere,
and anything else there)
than any they have seen
when wide open
***
I think I know exactly the feeling you are describing in this poem.
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Mission accomplished, i think.
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I don’t think I know the feeling exactly, but I sure love the words you use.
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Thanks!
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